i found the easiest way to stop being friends with someone.

it's to get sick of it all.

listen

because this is how it goes...

you fall behind bit by bit and before you know it, everything piles up into one huge wad of insane.
you try to fix things, but instead of intermittent feuds, it becomes an ongoing storm with occasional sunshine.
you fail, and between anger and disappointment, all you find is weariness.

and you hate to admit it,
hate how you still try to keep fighting when you know that sooner or later,
you'll have to acknowledge it.


you're beaten.

and you did it to yourself.

it was good while it lasted

simply isn't good enough.

while watching germany play

sam: so which team does steinburger play for?
kim: who?
sam: steinburger.
kim: ... schweinsteiger?
sam: ...yeh, him.

no more

none of this... at least for the next few weeks :)

I keep having to remind myself that my exams are NOT over, and that I still have one paper to go.

It's not easy. Especially since my three hard(er) ones are over with, and 6 days feels like forever to study for one unit.
Well, I only have two and a half days left now, but you know. I'll get it done.
That's the plan, anyway.


IN OTHER NEWS...
I am loving the amount of football that I get to watch on the box.
loving it.
Les Bleus have been less than stellar, but I'm looking forward to Oranje tonight :)

Life feels good!

so this is how it goes

you get to study break and it begins to dawn on you that yes, you probably should build yourself a cocoon and do that quality time thing with those notes that you've neglected all semester.

you try.

and then you start to realize that there are literally a billion things that you would rather be doing. and you start to run through them in your mind. and the act of just doing this takes up like, half your study time.

you wonder how you ever felt bored and restless all those weeknights, and seriously, who knew there were so many things you could do on facebook?

also, tv shows don't stop airing during exam period :(

so before you know it, you're halfway through the week with an exam in two days, and you've just watched three hours of television straight (which is more tv than you've watched in the last month put together).

then what do you do?

you write about it.

so many words, so little time.

so worth the time spent

...oh the things you do instead of studying :)

perth airport parking ad

THIS

...completely cracked me up.

*sorry about the blurness. i was laughing too hard.
if you don't really get it, it's talking about how you can never find parking at the airport so you always have to say your goodbyes in the car.