listen

because this is how it goes...

you fall behind bit by bit and before you know it, everything piles up into one huge wad of insane.
you try to fix things, but instead of intermittent feuds, it becomes an ongoing storm with occasional sunshine.
you fail, and between anger and disappointment, all you find is weariness.

and you hate to admit it,
hate how you still try to keep fighting when you know that sooner or later,
you'll have to acknowledge it.


you're beaten.

and you did it to yourself.