sakura stares at me on her little stand

apologies
to jess, for being so grumpy when i went back to open your locker for you.
to nigara, for getting all flustered and impatient when explaining physics.
to mo, for laughing at you every time you climb the stairs.
i'm like a cranky 90 year old woman.


i was talking to a friend just now about bowling...
kim: i used to have to use the lightest ball.
him: heavier balls have greater impact, tho.
kim: yeah, but i'm just not a strong person.
him: hmm.. you can use the rollers designed for challenged people. *pause* not saying that you are challenged of course.
kim: *laughs*
him: you found that funny? there's an inclined plane that guides the ball down the lane.

i think... i think he actually thinks i'm retarded.


i found out this morning that luciano pavarotti had pancreatic cancer.
this afternoon, i found out he died.

death seems to enjoy visiting, and life finds it hard to keep itself around.